Randomness

Ever since back from vacation two week ago, it has been pretty busy in the office, work 10-12 hours easily. We need build all these servers due to our client's decision to relocate their datacenter. It's a big and time-consuming project.

I saw on Facebook, couple friends of mine just went for fishing recently and they caught big fish. I was very envious, coz I've never gone for fishing. :-P I also had Japanese Hibachi twice last week. That's too much hibachi in a week. Hibachi is Japanese Steak House. They cook on a flat stove right in front of customer. You table is set around the grove. It was fun watching the cook make the food. Most of the cook tend to do some trick for show, such as make a fire, joggle knives and fork, make noise with the salt/pepper jar, etc... But food is kind taste all the same since they use the same method too cook everything. It is still better than Mongolian BBQ, since MBBQ never clean their grill plate, everything taste like char coal! After leave Hibachi restaurant, you would realize your clothes smell very greasy, even worse that the curry smell after Indian food. I probably don't want to have hibachi again for at least couple weeks. In general, I still prefer Sushi and raw fish :-)

Saw a few movies this week: Harry Potter, transformer, and Spiderman 3. I like watching Movies, but it is also easy choice. Maybe it's just me. I like to go to movie myself, good to watch with friends too, but doesn't bother me if just me, since you can't talk during movies anyway. I like go shopping alone too. It is fun to go shopping with friends, but when I go with friends, I usually won't get anything for myself, because it always take me too much time to make a decision on what I want, so I don't want to waste friends' time. When I shop for myself, for anything from cloth, to daily supply to food, I could stand at a rack for hours to think which Shampoo I want to try this time :-P I could easily kill 3 or 4 hours in the mall or just supermarket like Target or Walmart. Heheheh. Now you know why I always have no time to do anything else. :-P Well, at least I rarely go shopping, don't feel I need to buy anything, so didn't waste too much time.

Not much else is going on, just work and play. Everyday flies by very quickly. I think I'm pretty happy and satisfied about the status quo, but in my subconscious I always feel something is missing. I don't know what, but just feels life is not as perfect as it appears. And I went to a discussion group on Tuesday and it just hit me. What is the purpose of my life? I am trying to live everyday of my life to the fullest. What all these are for? Just so I can wake up the next morning and have food and go sleep again? Is that all my life mean to be? Just to live healthy and happy? Is there supposed be anything else? Human nature is greedy. I'm blessed with lot things that many unfortunate people don't have and I should feel content. I don't know why I just feel life is so mundane, not sure what I really want. Obviously, my life hasn't completed yet. So will I have to figure out what is that missing, how I want to my life to be, and what the purpose of my life. For now, I just need to go through each and everyday.